“My Missing Turtle Taught Me A Life Lesson”: Reconnecting With Your Inner Child

I Woke Up One Morning And It Was MISSING.. My Cousin (Whom Was An Adult, Married, With A Teenage Son.. Living With My Great Aunt–Her Mom) Told Me That It Ran Away.. But I Actually Think They Ate It! Real Shit.. Explain How A Turtle Can Escape Out Of A Tank? #MyGuyDon.. We Need More Answers!!

This Article I Want To Do Something Different By Featuring Unsigned Indie Music Artist From All Over The World! Giving You A Chance To Give Them A Listen, As You Read!! This Time, I’m Allowing My Readers To Create The Hashtag For This Segment Of Rantings Of Mocha! So If you Have Any Suggestions, Chyy Push Through! Please Feel Free To Contact Me! Also, For More Information On How You Can Get Your Music Featured On #RantingsOFMocha (Segment Soon To Be Announced By Inspire Nation); Please Contact Me As Well! Email: RantingsOfMocha@Gmail.Com

#TalkAboutItTuesdays: This Currently Atlanta-Based, Jamaican, Extremely College Educated, Female Emcee/Brand Influencer– ‘Dolly Baby’–Is #InspireNationWorthy! A Definite Inspiration To Me For Sure Since My College Years… And Still Today! I Always Love Females Whom Embrace Other Females With Genuine Love And Support! I Reached Out To Her Initailly To Show My Support For Her Single “Hoe You Just Mad” And She Has Always Been Such A Kind-hearted, Explosive, Passionate Woman! You Mark My WORDS: MISS CRISTAL Is Definitely Here To Leave Her Mark On The Game! 

Straight Stapled And Here To Stay; Miss Cristal Brings That Caribbean, Lit, Yet Sexy Vibe To Music That We Need! My Song That Stays In Rotation Is “Hair Flip” Featuring Omega Tha Kid On Her Project The Phoenix Project! I’ve Never Met Her, But I Have Personally Been Listening To Miss Crystal Since 2006; At Fayetteville State University! My Loyal Royals & I Have Been Literally Jamming To Her Boss Status, Go-Getta Music Ever Since! If Your Interested In Bookings, Event Hostings, Studio Features, Or Influencer Business Inquiries; Please Contact Her Directly! Be Sure To Check Out More Of Her Artistry Below And Subscribe To Her Youtube Channel!

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For Some Strange Reason Or Another, I Was Talking With My Family About How We Used To Visit South Carolina To See My Family We Called Then, As Native New Yorkers, “Family Down In The Dirt” Lol As We Watched Turtles Eat Various Things On Youtube Channels, I Pondered.. I Used To Go Down To South Carolina As A Child & Pre-Teen To Visit My Grandfather. He Was Always Fascinated With Nature, Animals, And Gardening Beautiful Vegetables. He Was The Youngest Boy Of Many Kids, Born To Parents Who Had Made A Name For Themselves By Purchasing Land And Building Their Own Properties! Even As A Young Child He Ended Up Winning Some Kind Of Contest Farming Cows! He Later Went On To Be A  Infamous Afro- American Wrestler! Lmao To This Day, That Entire Town In South Carolina Remembers My Family’s Legacy; Actually The Main Cemetery In The Town Holds My Entire Ancestry Line From That Side Stopping At My Grandfather.

During The Times Of Segregation & Discrimination In The South, My Family Was One Of The Few Afro-American Families In The Town That Actually Held Up A Name For Themselves Displaying Immaculate Agriculture Skills. Growing Up, I Would Always Love To Visit Just So That I Can Smell Clear Air For Once. The South Carolina Rain Blending With The Red Dirt Smelled So Good To My Soul… I Got Great Excitement From Feeding The Hogs He Raised, Helping Him Plant His Vegetable Garden, And Just Living In The Middle Of Nothing.. And The Food He Cooked.. I Can Almost Smell His Cooking Now.. Me Reverting Back To This Childhood State.. Rolling Out Of My Wobbly Bed In The Second Guest Room Of His Trailer! The Good Ol’ Days..💭💭💭


Anywho, As I Was Talking About The Things I Used To Do On His Farm– Almost Bragging To My Son That MY Generation Had It Worse Than His It Dawned On Me! I Had A Pet Turtle Growing Up And What The Hell Actually Happened To It! I Probably Forgot About It Over The Years Because It Disappeared Just As Fast As It Came Strolling Down My Older Cousins Poolside!  I Can’t Even Remeber The Damned Turtles Name Chyyy.. I Woke Up One Morning And It Was MISSING.. My Cousin (Whom Was An Adult, Married, With A Teenage Son.. Living With My Great Aunt–Her Mom) Told Me That It Ran Away.. But I Actually Think They Ate It! Real Shit.. Explain How A Turtle Can Escape Out Of A Tank? #MyGuyDon.. We Need More Answers!!

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Since We Flashing Back.. Look What I Found! Only Getting Better With Time!

I Honestly Still Remember Going To The Pet Store And Spending My Last Little Bit Of Money Buying Some Food For It. I Believe I Had The Turtle For A Total Of 3 Damn Days, Guys! And BOOM, Gone.. All Hell Broke Loose Then, I Called My Mom And Asked Her To Come Back Home To New York. After The Turtle, They Just Started To Become Really Mean To Me. My Great-Grandmother (And My Grandfathers Siblings) Was Mixed With A Number Of Things. She Has Long Stringy Hair That She Would Always Keep Braided In A Ponytail.. Rolling It Up Into A Bun. When She Took Her Hair Out, It Stopped At Her Behind. All Of The Women On My GrandFathers Side Of The Family Are Lighter Skinned With Stringy Hair. My Mom Is A Darker Skinned Woman, But She Also Has The Stringy Hair! ANNND, Before My Mother’s Being, My Grandfather SIBLINGS Openly Showed Disapproval When My Grandfather & Grandmother Started Dating. My Grandmother…. To This Day COMES TO SLAY And She Gave Them.. And My Grandfather.. A Run For Their Money.. She Brought Her Own To The Table.. So All They Could Attack Was Her Skin Tone.. But Her Line Of The Family Is Equally As Fierce..

My Grandfather Thought It Would Be A Great Idea For Me To Spend The Summer With My Great Aunt And Their Families Because It Would Give Me A Chance To Be Around Other Girls & Women.. I Think That Was When I Realized, That They Were Not Who They Seemed To Be, And Everyone Is Not To Be Trusted. They Come From A Different Time Era, It Took Me A While To Understand That. The Darker You Are, Even If You’re Family, The Lower You Are In Their Eyes. Now, My Grandfather Wasn’t Light-Skinned But He Was A Beautiful Fair-Skinned Man, With Bright Greenish-Hazel Eyes, And Sandy Brown Wavy Hair; Whom Was Agriculturally Skilled…. You Do The Math.. He Could Of Easily Kept The Family “Light” But They Despised Him Because He Liked Chocolate! Lmao Even At My Grandfathers Funeral, They Showed My Findings To Be True.

A Quick Story, Way Before His Passing; Grandfather’s Sisters Have Always Been AMAZING At Baking. Growing Up One Great Aunt Of Mine Used To Make Us All Types Of Cakes When We Came Down.. My Grandfather Though After A Certain Age Would Only Eat Pound Cake– As The Others Were Too Much For His Health. He Was A BIG Sweets Person.. House Was Always Filled With Ice Cream In The Freezer… And He Would ALWAYS Sneak Us (Or Me Any Ways) Some When My Mother Said “No!” Get To The Story, Okay So One Time We Came Down To Visit, My Great Aunt Made Us Two Separate Cakes.. One Pound Cake, The Other Red Velvet Cake.. I Take My First Slice And Go Sit Outside To Eat It.. I Get Thirsty And Go Back Into The House For A Grape Soda. As I’m Eating, I Notice A Cricket Leg Inside Of The Cake! My Kid Mind, I Chop It Up To Being Dumb Enough To Leave My Cake Outside.. I Knew My Mother Wouldn’t Let Me Get Another Piece, And I Just Throw It Away And Began To Play.. Never Thought To Mention It To My Mother.

The Cake Is Half Gone, We’ve All Been Eating The Dark Red Moist Cake With Homemade Cream Cheese Icing! I’m Inside The Trailer Fixing Another Slice Of Cake. This Time, The Images Of The Cricket Inside Of My Cake Is Messing With Me. I Start Monitoring & Breaking Down The Slice To Sort Of “Soothe” My Thoughts.. TO MY DISGUST, Flattening Out The Cake With My Fork; I Discovered A Half Body Of A Cricket! I Start Gagging And Making A Scene And My Mother Cames Flying In Asking Me Whats Wrong.. All I Could Do Is Point At My Plate.. Explaining The Porch Situation To My Mother, The Half Body Of The Cricket In My Slice, Coupled With The Dark Coloring Of The Cake– She Decides To Investigate Further.. DO YOU KNOW, This (Now Identified Kitchen Witch) Had Hella Cricket Legs And Cricket Bodies In Our Cake?!!!!!!! What She Was Doing? We Will Never Know! Of Course My Grandfather Comes Back From His Daily Farming, Denying The Suspicions And My Great Aunt Also Denied Knowing How The Bugs Got There. We Left Back For New York, And Didn’t Hear From Them Again Until My Grandfather’s Funeral.

Looking Back On The Whole Situation, Me Thinking About That Missing Turtle Mystery Opened Up A World Of Discovery. At That Age I Was Dealing With Bullying From School-Mates For Being Dark-Skinned. The Only Thing That Saved Me Really Was My Attitude And My Hair.. ABSOLUTElY Not The Texture.. But The Braids & Beads I Wore. The World Is So Shady! I Wanted So Desperately To Be Accepted By Them And They Just Didn’t Care To Get To Know Me! This Situation Called For Evaluation Of The Adult Me..  I Realized, Friends, Family, Strangers, Whomever Will Not Always Have Your Best Interest At Heart. It Is Up To You, To Set Up Boundaries And Step Goals For Yourself! You Maybe Doing Things In Your Adult Life, Trying To Get Back At People From Your Earlier Life.. Disabling Your Future Blessings! So You May End Up Hurting The Wrong People Instead.. Innocent People.. Imagine How That Can Change A Person’s Life? For What? Because Your Dealing With Deep Rooted Issues? Get Over Yourself!

This Situation Combined With The Social Child Developmental Skills Part Of School– Constantly Beating Me Down Is One Reason Why I’ve Discovered I “Can’t” Trust People! It Made Me Realize WHY I SHUT PEOPLE OUT… Assuming They Will Disappoint You.. Instead Of Identifying “The Wrong People”. If My Family Can Do It To Me For No Reason; You Can Too!” This Is My Mentality.. Is This A Fair Thing To Do To People? Hell No, But I Use It As A Coping Mechanism To Be A Introvert In My Adult Life.. I Have A Hard Time Trusting People! Maybe You Have A Situation In Your Life You’ve Covered Up. Taking And Confronting The Issue Head On May Bring You To A Place Of Peace!

Chyy, I Just Wanted To Share That Story With Y’all Because The #KittzMail I’ve Been Getting Is So Crazy, Corky, And Inspirational! Someone Asked How Many Different Pets Have I Owned In My Life Once Before On Askfm And I Mentioned My Turtle, But Never Went Into Detail About It! I Know, I  Know You Want A Little Bit More About My POWERFUL Family History! Hope You Guys Liked My Reflection And I Challenge You Supporters, Doubters, Lurkers, And Serum Snatchers To Do Your Own Reflections As Well!



#ThoughtfulThursdays: A Rainy Day Vlog *Earn $4-5 Using My AliExpress Code!*

Catch This #Vlog From Rantings Of Mocha… I Intended To Go Out And Vlog But It Rained That Day.. So I Just Let The Camera Roll As I Ran Around For The Day! Catch A Glimpse Of Me Answering A Question From #InspireNation: “What Does Your Normal Everyday Look For Your Eyes…” And Sign-Up To AliExpress Using My Sign-Up Link And Receive $4 Towards Your Purchase! Once Signed Up, You Will Be Able To Purchase The Same Products I Will Be Reviewing In My Videos! We Will Be Combing Through The Cosmetics, Electronics, Clothing, And Weird/Corky Products Of AliExpress.Com!

It’s No Secret That I Battle With Excema.. My Sensitive Skin Has Been An Issue With Me For Years.. I Will Normally Get One Good Season Out Of My Skin Before It Goes Back To Becoming Flaky! I’ve Tried All Types Of Products That Claim They Can’t Moisturize My Skin, But Only A Few Have Came Through Swinging For My Dry Ass Face! Lmao I’ve Been Listening To The #KittzMail And Trying Some Of The Products You Suggested; And I See Great Results… A Good Bit Of My Footage (These Days) Are Taken Without Make-up & Things Covering My Imperfections Just To Appease Some People. I Just Won’t Fall Into Being “Made-Up” For Every Video.. It’s Just Not Me!! Now When I Actually Do Blow Up, You Will Know That Underneath All The Glamour Of My Personal Make-Up Artist Work; My Skin Is Crusty AF, Yet Healthy!


Catch This #Vlog From Rantings Of Mocha… I Intended To Go Out And Vlog But It Rained That Day.. So I Just Let The Camera Roll As I Ran Around For The Day! Catch A Glimpse Of Me Answering A Question From #InspireNation: “What Does Your Normal Everyday Look For Your Eyes…” And Sign-Up To AliExpress Using My Sign-Up Link And Receive $4 Towards Your Purchase! Once Signed Up, You Will Be Able To Purchase The Same Products I Will Be Reviewing In My Videos! We Will Be Combing Through The Cosmetics, Electronics, Clothing, And Weird/Corky Products Of AliExpress.Com!

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#WeirdWednesdays: A Light Stroll Through Harris Teeter For Subs! *Youtube Link Included!*

 I’m Standing Up To The Lies & Hate From Cut Off “Friend-Haters”.. You Don’t Have To Like Me, But YOU WILL RESPECT ME…  I Never Liked The “Invisible Part” Sew-In Stage..  At Least I Know Where I Come From.. Some People On My Friends List Have Since Created New Pages; But On My OLD Facebook Page.. They Remained.. I CAN NOT BELIEVE How Much People Forget WHERE THEY STARTED! OMGEEEE, But I Kindly Got My Screenshots And Kept It Moving!

NEW VIDEO ALERT: So Glad That I Was Able To Get A Chance To Go To Harris Teeter And Get My Favorite Sub! My Loyal Royal Diam Needed To Feed That Baby Boy & I Was Down For The Extra Calories!


The First Person To Email Me Telling Me The Kind Of Sub I ALWAYS Get From #HarrisTeeter Will Win A Special Gift From #InspireMyBawset! If You’re Not Subscribed To Me On #PeriscopeTV; Please Do! You Will Get The Juicy Stuff There That I May Not Put On Youtube.. Supporter Sign-Up Link Coming Soon For My #TrapHairCare People Who Want Me To LiveStream How I Install Them From Start To Finish!

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Each Month, We Will Review My Hair Vendors Wigs, How I Customize My Wigs From Scratch, And You Will Receive EXCLUSIVE Online Coupons So You Can Get Them For The Prices That I Do! You Will Also Be Able To Have A Wig Customized By Me Personally! Each Customized Wig Lace/Silk Wig Will Come With The Proper Care Instructions For The Texture Of Hair You Purchased! #InspireNation OUuuuuuUUU We About To Come Together Really Nicely! I’ve Noticed That A Lot Of People Will Stalk My Pages And Use What They See On My Shit; Without Paying Respect! I’ve Helped A Lot Of Loyal Royal Chicks, Haters, And Invisible Lurk Pages Wigs And “Their Drives To Get Off Their Asses” This Past Year! I Appreciate The People That Came To Me Wanting To See Where We Can Mend, Replace, And HUSTLE Together.. Sometimes You Can Allow Another Person’s Envy To Determine Whether YOU Actually Like A Person.. We Need To Stop Doing That & Give The Person A Chance Ourselves! You May Be Surprised At What You Discover… If I Told You Not To Like A Person, Just Because I Didn’t PUT ME ON BLAST IN THE COMMENT SECTION.. I Don’t Move Like That.. Not For Some Petty Stuff.. Now If You Physically Hurt My Loyal Royal.. We Got A Issue.. Other Than That, I’m Too Damn Old For The Young Chick Games! 💯💅

I’ve Always Had A Level Of Classy, Unique, Weird & Corky, And Fashionista! This Is A Picture Of IG: @Inspire_2_Ignite & I Back In Our Promotional Modeling Days For DCP.. I’m No Longer Affliated With That Brand (Thank God!) Check Out My Article On My Experience Being A “Plus Sized” Model In Charlotte, NC! Menu—Blog Post Rantings—-

Thank You For Giving Me Props & Allowing Me To Grow! To Be Real, The Type Of Shit That I Do Is A Thankless Job For My Doubters… Kind Of Like Being A Momma! Lmao My Haters Will Never Acknowledge That I Give Them Life.. They Can Stalk My Page Quietly, Get Their Wigs Snatched, And Act Like They Came Up With It On Their Own.. Truth Be Told, If You Happen To Be Good-Looking AND Claiming This Theory; People Will Most Likely Label It As “Conceited”.. Once People Got To Know Me; They Saw I’m Far From It.. Well Hunnay I’m About To Start Pulling Cards! I’m Tired Of It! How I Created My Own Lane.. At This Point, You Can Tell Where The Inspiration Is Coming From! Hell, I Can Send Out Invoices Just Like Drake Did! #Don’tPromoteABusinessIfYouDontOwnIt You Making Us Bawsets Look Bad Out Here Sis!

Use The Contact Me Section In My Menu To Be Added To The Newsletter.. When I Get Everything Signed & Squared Away We Will Go Into “HOW I INSTALL MY HAIR…” Ya’ll Know My Installs Truly LAST 2 Weeks Or More (With Light Work On The Edges.. But Ya’ll Know I Hinted At My #QuickFix Method! It’s Unconventional, Unique, And Made Especially For You! ) I Was Lurking On My Old Facebook Page.. The Original Facebook Page.. And I Was Really Shocked At How My Eyebrows & Makeup Looked!🤧🤢😷👩🏽‍⚕️  My Hair Has Always Been On The Fleeky Side.. I Got All My Pictures And All My Past Hair “Streaks & Designs”.. So You Will Be Able To See What I Wore Coming Into My Womanhood! So We About To “Debunk” All These “I’ve Always Put This Color In My Hair..” “I Came Up With The Color Streak In This Section In…”(My Placement Is Strategic.. When I Looked “Back Then” I Didn’t See It For You SIS) “My Product Is High Quality When You Can Get It For $2” (The Scramble To Stay Relevant Against My Grace For Social Media Attention) .. These Lies Goin Fucking Stop! Like Cardi B Says.. Yooo, Nobody See When You Are Provoked… Only When You Smack Back!! Thats Real.. Two Different People… With The Same Mindset.. GETTING PAID! Love That Bihh To Pieces #ARealBronxBih!! To All My “Friend-Haters” That Got Cut Off Who Claim I Haven’t Given Them LIFE Over The Years.. Haven’t Covered For Your Fake-Book Lies For Likes…  I Can Prove I Did! Yall Going Stop Running With My Style! Either You Hate My Guts Or Your A Fan.. Pick One! But Messing With Me & My Brand Going Get You Exposed! It’s Best To Just Leave Me Alone; And I Will Do The Same For You..


  I’m Standing Up To The Lies & Hate From Cut Off “Friend-Haters”.. You Don’t Have To Like Me, But YOU WILL RESPECT ME…  I Never Liked The “Invisible Part” Sew-In Stage..  At Least I Know Where I Come From.. Some People On My Friends List Have Since Created New Pages; But On My OLD Facebook Page.. They Remained.. I CAN NOT BELIEVE How Much People Forget WHERE THEY STARTED! OMGEEEE, But I Kindly Got My Screenshots And Kept It Moving!


One Person That (I Feel Like Is A Was A ‘Friend-Hater’ Then) Was Literally On Everything I Posted.. Like SOME FAN SHIT.. Confirming What I Say To This Day; She Wants To Suck My Cootch Dry LMAO And Even Then, I’ve Always Showed Love Back..I’ve Never Been A Hateful Person.. Check My Old Profile For Facts! I Was Young; I Didn’t See The Signs..  I’ve Overcome So Much Shit Since Then, We Both Have.. As Soon As A Person Feel Like Your Doing Better Than Them; That’s When The Jealousy, Hate, And Envy Comes In.. I Tried To Help; But She Wasn’t On The Same Shit I’m On.. To Me, We Were Both Equal Regardless Of Lifestyle Differences.. I Played Along With The Shits Because I Never Got Crossed.. When Something Was Done I Didn’t Like; I Checked It.. One Time Is A Mistake.. Multiple Times Is A Choice.. When A Person Finally Gets An Audience.. They Will Often Start To Perform… She Like The Attention Of People Who Really Don’t GAF.. Just Living In The Situation.. Me.. I’ve Always Been This Way.. People Want To Get To Know Me.. I Don’t Want To Get To Know Everybody.. #NaturallySheDope The Backstabbing, Cattiness, And Fake Love Began.. I Quickly Cut Her Ass Off! I Miss My Friend Sometimes, Yes.. But The #Rebirth In Me Already Knows Whats Up.. To Keep Everything Calm & Cool.. My “Beings” Locked Up (One Is Ready & Petty) … And I Just Keep My Distance.. For Our Safety And For The Sanity Of My Lifestyle.. Brand.. Beings.. And SO IT SHALL BE I Will Not Fall From Grace With You! TUH


One Of My #LoyalRoyal Diam & I At Her Baby Shower! Congrats On The Baby Boy Boo!! Both Of Our Nails Were Slayed By IG: @PolishedJewelz!! #TakingQueenCityByTheHand
Diam & I Around The Time We First Met At Work! I Know, We Still Look The Same.. Just Grew Up!

Let’s Get Straight Into This Video! Make Sure You Like It, If You View It! I See My Last Video For #MotivationalMondays Ruffled A Few Feathers.. I (NOW) Rarely Get Messages Like “Were You Talking About Me In That Last Post?”.. Those Always Catch Me Off Guard Because YTF Would You Have Access To Me If It Were You? I Cut Off People And They Scramble To Still Find Me.. No Harm Or Hate Bih.. But Go Be Great.. People I Don’t Even Check On Are In Deep Competition With Me And It’s So Cute!

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#TheGagIS The People I Cut Off Showed Their Hate Doing Subliminal Posts.. When You’re Friends With A Person For A Long Time; You Know How They Move In Certain Emotions/Situations.. They Know What Words/Phrases To Use To Get The Point Across.. It May Seem Like Nothing To The Average Person; But The Purpose Of A Subliminal Post Is To Talk Shit To A Person Without Acknowledging Them To Give Them Clout.. Now Chicks Are Straight Up Lying In Sub Posts JUST FOR CLOUT! Like, “Come Look At My Page.. Ya’ll Like Mess Don’t YA!?” The Scramble For Attention On Social Media From People With Nothing To Offer Is Sad.. SMH

I Tweet About How Much My #SerumSnatchers Post Subliminal Posts & How I Could Expose Their Whole Fake Social Media Image.. How They Make People Feel “Less Than” And They ARE NOT DOING Shit Spectacular With Their Lives… The Serum Snatchers Start Posting About The Universe, Inspirational Shit, And Much More… ALmost All On The Same Day.. I’m Like Yeahhh, You A #SerumSnatcher..  Since When You Been Into Shit Like That? Lmao  I Can Honestly Say: A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE SHOWN ME THEIR TRUE COLORS.. The Exact Time I Asked The Universe To DO SO.. I Believed The “Friend-Hater” When She Said She Wasn’t Talking Junk TWICE.. Bih NOT ONCE, BUT TWICE.. There Is Nothing A Person Could Tell Me About a Person I Consider A #LoyalRoyal.. Bihh, I Need Proof.. To My Face, Eyes, And Ears.. The Same People She Flexed On Me For; People RAN To Prove It.. I Got What I Needed & Cut Them Off Too Lmao I Could Care-Less About A “Confrontation..” That’s What They Were Waiting For… I Got Better Things To Do And I Actually Have Stuff To Lose LMAO

 I Guess That’s Why I Rambled So Much In The Last Paragraphs.. It’s Just A Shame To See The Sad Attempts Of All Of Them Looking At Me Through A Screen Now.. If You Don’t Know Me Personally, You Would Never Know That This Is How I Operate NOW.. When I Was Younger; You Already Know Whats Up.. But What Would I Gain Personally? I Would Lose MORE Engaging.. I Would Lose MORE Being Thirsty For Attention.. I Know The Type Of Friend I Am… The Type Of Love I Give My Loyal Royals.. When I Started To Stop Playing Into These Bitches “Imaginary Friendship & Thin-Air Careers…. I Began To Make More Genuine Connections.. I Got To Know People For Myself… I Got The Same Amount Of Love I Gave Out..  I’m Grown Now.. WE’RE Grown Now..  Chyyyy, I Refuse To Be Some Other Bitches #CoSignerOFLies.. Go Clique Up With The Proper Section..


Anywho Chy, That Loyal Royal Video Had More Views Than Likes! I’ma Need For That To Match Up! I Don’t Want Anyone To Think I’m Buying Followers.. Lmao I Will Be Damned If I Buy Followers Likes, Views, Comments, Or Watch My Own Damn Videos Everyday For View.. Ya’ll Know Damned Well I’m Broke As Hell! Social Media IS Not That Important To Me.. It Goes Back To What I Said Earlier, My Haters & Lurkers Be Watching My Shit Faithfully.. How Do You Have That Many Views (50-Something) And 2 Likes? Who Exactly Are These People? Well Damn! Lmao Just My Thoughts For #WeirdWednesdays… Smh


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#TalkAboutItTuesday: Reconnecting Personally With Your Inner Child! The Corky Series

I Confidently Agreed To My  Inner Child, Under The Moonlight, That I Would Do Just That!

Lately I’ve Been Really Getting Back Into Channeling My Inner Child. After A Reading From My Good Friend Whom Is Also An Empath; He Feels That I Need To Entertain My Inner Child A Little “Lit More..” Was He Confirming The Fact That I Tend To Choose Working On My Brand More Than Having Fun? Possibly… I Mean, To Be Honest, I Felt A Little Like I Was Being Neglectful Of My Work When We Were Hanging Out! Happily, All That Changed Once We Started Having A Few Responsible Sips Of Chardonnay, A Karaoke Night On His Balcony, And Adventurous Walk To Get Fresh Air! Lmao Needless To Say, My Friend Understands My Grind, He Gets My Passion, And I Never Get A Ounce Of Hate Or Jealousy From Him.. And Vice Versa.. You Need Not To Hang With People Who Give You The Evil Eye Every Time You Achieve An Accomplishment…

As We Always Do, We Discuss The World To, Spirituality, Paranormal, And All Things Positive.. Filling Each Other As We Do Our Glasses With Powerful Energy And We Started Googling Random Things About Astrology & Sign Placements On Your Birth Charts. It Then Dawned On Me That His Reading Was Actually Hitting Home Harder Than He Knew. I Realized Then That I Had Become A DAMN ROBOT LMAO! I Never Take Time For Myself To Just Relax And Refill My Energy Because I Always Turn Every Damn Thing Into A Production. Meaning, I Only Really Come Out When It’s Work Related.


I Then Made A Choice To Start Doing The Things That I Loved To Do When I Was Younger, My Friend Believes My Inner Child Is “HIGH KEY” Upset With Me Because I In A Sense “Cover Her Up’ And Always Focus On The More Strategic Side Of Things. My Inner MochaKittz Wants To Show Her Face Again.. Dying To Live In The World, Expressively Through My Creativity. WOW! When I Tell You It Was Like That Gify Of A Explosion Of Glitter, Hearts, And Emoji Faces! My Soul Tells Me That My Inner Child Is About 16-17 Years-Old.. The Fiery Side Of My Personality.. Maybe She Is My Cancer Ego That I Buried After My Domestic Violence Situation.. The Free-Hearted, Every Where To Be Found, Safe Yet Carefree, Teenager Who Just Got Her License (And Silvered Sun-Roofed Mazda Millenia!)  I Will Never Go Back To My Childish Personality For The People Who Can’t Comprehend In The Back.. Lmao The Reading Didn’t Mean Mentally– The Mindset.. More So, The Level Of Fun, Adventurousness, And The Curiosity-Filled State I Was In Before ALL OF THIS..  I Confidently Agreed To My  Inner Child, Under The Moonlight, That I Would Do Just That!

Hop In The Comment Section And Share Some Of The Things You Would Do Now In Your Everyday Life To Reconnect With Your Inner Child! Your Comment Could Be Featured On My Instagram Page For #FollowerFridays A New Segment Introduced To To My Brand That Will Highlight Fellow Youtubers, Small Business Owners, And Loyal Supporters Of #RantingsOfMocha! Contact Me Today For Business Inquires, Brand Ambassador Assignments, Youtube Features, And MUCH MORE! RantingsOfMocha@Gmail.com 

When Was The Last Time You Entertained Your Inner Child By Taking A Entertainment Online Quiz?

Okay, So One Thing That I Absolutely Loved Doing Was The “Old-School” Quizzes Online! You Remember Back In The Day When Facebook Was Flooded With “Which (_Insert Crazy Quiz Title)__ Are You?’ Or The “When Will You Get Pregnant?” Quizzes???? Am I Telling My Damn Age Or What? Chhhhy, I Had A Damn Ball. If You Were Into These Kind Of Things; You Were Probably One Of The People Flooding Your Friends Timeline! (And So Was I.) I Can Honestly Say I Enjoyed The Randomness Of The Quiz Titles, My Hilarious Results, And The Free Time I Spent Rekindling Lost Time With My Inner Child.. We Had A BALL Surfing The Web For Quizzes, Enjoying My Salted Caramel Chocolate Fudge Brownies, And Clicking Away! I Found This Little Quiz From Buzzfeed.Com, An Article Site I Share Often On Twitter.. The Quiz Was Titled “Which Greek God/Goddess Are You Most Like?” I Ended Up Getting Aphrodites! Which Lead Me Down A Portal Of Researching And Googling! Lol Want To Find Out Who You  Are? Take The Quiz HERE!

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#TrapHairCare: Finding Your Go-To Protective Hairstyle To Ensure Growth!

One Thing I Absolutely Can’t Help But To Stare At IS THE “LUMPY WIG”..

So We Have A Couple Of Hairstyles That We Can Use To Protect Our Hair From The Stresses Of Heat & Weather. The One I’m Known To Use Under My Wigs Is The Classic Corn-Rows Back. Lol Some People Like To Braid Their Hair A Particular Way Because They May Like How The Wig Sits When Installed, They May Customize It A Certain Way That Requires A Braid To Be Clipped, Or You Just May Have A Preference Based Off The Amount Of Hair You Have On Your Head, Chyy..

Often Times, When I Have A Full Lace Wig On, I Braid One Or Two Braids Along The Back Of My Head To Ensure It Doesn’t Move With Time. If You Stay Loyal, Here In Inspire Nation, You Will Be Able To Pick Up The Little Secrets Of How I Look Fabulous At A Very Affordable Price, Your Hair & Skin Will Be Glowing, Your Fashion Will Be Like No Other, And Your Booty May Get A Lil’ Bigger Too Chy.. Who Knows? The Confidence & Life You Will Receive In This Galaxy Will Help You Excel In A Sometimes Harsh & Critical World.. Now We Need To Get Into The Nitty-Gritty…


One Thing I Absolutely Can’t Help But To Stare At IS THE “LUMPY WIG”.. You Know, The Ones Where You Can Tell That The Person Either Just Threw A Cap On Top Of The Unbraided Hair… The Wigs That Are Lop-Sided Because The Braids Aren’t Properly Proportioned.. Or The Lace That Sits In The Forehead/Middle Of The Head.. Crusty & Lifting In The Front.. I Can’t Lie.. When I See Those Lace Fronts.. I Just Want To Fix It.. Straight Up.. Only Because A MF Let Me Walk Around Looking Crazy And I Want To Help! We Can’t Be Sensitive In Trap Hair Care!! Remember, I Taught Myself The Majority Of What I Know (With Help From Loyal Royals) And Tweaked It.. All I’m Doing Is Sharing HOW I DO THINGS.. Lifting In The Front Due To Hair Under The Cap IS A NO-NO!!! If This Is You, I Still Love You But We Got To Get That Wig Leveled Chyy! Just Because You Spent Money On It Don’t Make It “Laid”.. What You Do To It Does.. Lol I Just Be Staring.. Lord Help US! Ima Give It To You Straight.. I See People Flexing For The Gram With All Types Of Things Wrong With Their Wigs, Lace Wigs, Make-Up, And Personality! But Have The Nerve To Talk Shit.. Talk To Your Beautician Or Someone Slayin’ In Inspire Nation.. We Are Going To Look Right! I Hate Bullies.. But You Can Never Win With These “Internet Bitches”…. Carrying On..

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Here Are Some Of The Different Ways You Can Style Your Hair Naturally & Under Your Wigs & Wig Caps! I Get Asked Often How My Hair Is Under My Cap.. And What I Do To My Natural Hair In It’s “Sleeping Slay” OR Resting Phase Of My Hair Care Regimen.

braidsCornrows Straight Back

Damn Near Everybody Who Doesn’t Have The Time OR Arm Strength To Braid All Day.. I Usually Do This Common Braiding Pattern If I Would Like To Move To The Next Stage.. Installation… Lol My Full Lace Wigs & Silk Wigs Tend To Lay The Flattest In This Pattern.

braids2The “Honey Comb”

Sometimes I Want To Break Up The Natural Memory My Hair Has Created During The Time Of It Being Braided. I Don’t Want My Hair To Thin Out In These Stressed Areas So When I Re-Braid My Hair After A Wash, I Will Re-Braid It A Different Pattern. My Lace Fronts Tend To Lay The Flattest With This Pattern.

braids3Or Any Braid Pattern You Feel Fits Your Liking.

It’s Okay To Try Different Methods To Achieve The Look Your Going For.. Because There Are Different Looks For Your Wigs… But We Will Get There #InspireNation, I Promise! This Is Some Of The Content I’m Bringing To You On My YouTube Channel.. You Ask Me All The Time So Let’s Get Into It!


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High Puff With A Head-Wrap

This Is My MAIN STYLE! I Even Have A Special Head Wrap That I Wear When I Wear My Hair This Way. I Would Suggest You Invest In Some Head Wraps So When Your Hair Is In Its “Sleeping Slay” You Can Always Throw It On And Keep It Moving.

“Resting Phase: The Period Of Time (Usually A Week) I Let My Hair Rest By Deep Conditioning It, Moisturizing My Scalp And Replacing The Nutrients It Was Missing While My Lace Wig Was Installed. The Way I Install My Lace Wigs, It Usually Stays In Place For About 2 Weeks. Of Course With Light Maintenance Of My Side Burns.. I Sleep Wild!

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This Protective Hairstyle Is One Of My Favorites In The Winter Season Because I Feel It Gives My More Of A Artsy Look. I Love Using A Variety Of Colors And I’ve Had Streaks Of Blonde, Dark Brown, Purple, Pink, And Even Blue! Me Personally, I Like To Put Little Hints Of Color In Strategic Places.. I Had Chicks That Didn’t Really Like Me Copying My Exact Styles.. Lol Where Were They When No One Was Wearing These In The Office? Came Back The Next Week… ERRBODY Had Updo’s Smh That Goes To Show.. Even If People Don’t FWU.. They DO! With My Help, Ima Get You There Too!

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Two-Strand Twist

LOVE THIS LOOK! A Hat Can Spruce Up This Look Up Any Way.. Any Kind Of Hat Actually! You Can Also Wear This Protective Style When You Want To Just Head Out With Minimal Maintenance. The Only Thing I Don’t Like With My Hair Texture; I Tend To Get A Lot Of Shrinkage.. I Just Usually Apply Some Moisturizer And Oil For The Week. Possibly Taking Out My Twist On The Last Day!

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Front-Facing Mohawk

Another Protective Hairstyle That I Use A Head Wrap For. If I Take My Hair Out A Day Or Two Early, And I Have A Lot Of Shrinkage (Usually In The Back), I Will Just Fluff The Front And Wrap The Back. This Technique Just Makes Things So Much Easier For Me!


These Are Some Of My Go-To Protective Hairstyles! Hope This Helps.. We Will Get A Little More In Detail About HOW To Do Each Style In The Future.. Leave A Comment In The Comment Section For What You Would Like To See Next From #TrapHairCare. It’s Early In The Series, I Know, But We Have To Be Considerate To People Whom Are New To The Natural Hair Thing. We Want To Show Compassion As We Collectively Create This Massive Hub For Natural Hair Noobs & Outcasts! Love You All!

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Motivational Mondays: G-Check With Mocha Kittz (Long Read)


You can’t use up creativity. The more you use, the more you have. —Maya Angelou

“As You Know, I Absolutely Love The Late Great Poet & Inspirational Icon Maya Angelou. I Can Remember When I Was In High School And I Used To Do Lame Things Like Listen To The AM Frequency And Pick Up Some Of The Jazz & Classical Stations. I Used To Sit Back And Create Collages Lined With Poems, Corky Diary Submission, And Reflect About What She Meant In “I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings”. I Always Imagined A Beautiful Bird With Colorful Wings, And A Compelling Stare That Gazed Back At The On Looker. I Always Saw Myself As The Caged Bird… Until Later In Life I Learned.. How “It” Finally Became Free. “– @MochaKittzSays

I Picked The Quote Above For Motivational Monday To Share With You Beautiful People Of Why I Decided To Initially Start This Sort Of Space Where The Corky, Artsy, Sort Of “Outcast”, Kind Of People Could Come Together And Share Creative Juices. I Learned At A Early Age That How You Treat People; Really Does Count In The Long-Run. I’ve Been Asked To Explain This Numerous Times; (Especially Now That My Brands Are Becoming More Recognized! Ya’ll Lurk Too Much.. THANK YOU SO MUCH Though) As To When I Started Promotional Model & Brand Ambassador Work. A Few Lovely People Of #InspireNation Was Able To Locate My Local Cover Of “Local Looks Magazine” And The Questions Flooded On #Askfm: MochaKittzSays…. So For Motivational Monday.. I Present To You My Story Of How I Came Back Swinging.. My Initial Promo Modeling & Brand Ambassador Story… Don’t Ask About These Hoes ‘No-MO’! LMAO ***EMBARRASSING PICS INSIDE***

I Initially Started Looking To Give Myself A Confidence Booster, Trying To Liberate Myself From The Stigma Of Being A Domestic Violence Survivor. I Never Wanted Anyone To Look At Me As A Victim, Still To This Day People Feel Like They Need To Tip-Toe Around The Subject. Maybe It’s On Television And Someone Wants To Laugh At A Joke.. Yeah, It’s Usually When Someone Knows I’m There– And Laughing Is Messed Up– So They Just Look At Me For Confirmation Of Feelings.. Why Is Domestic Violence A Joke? Snapchat Surely Learned It’s Lesson With That One.. US SURVIVORS ARE NOT A JOKE! I Personally, Still Live In A Slight Fear.. These Abusers A Mentally Disturbed… Chemically Imbalanced.. You Can Medicine It Up.. But It’s WHO THEY ARE TO THE CORE.. I Voice My Truths To Help, Never To Give Power To My Abuser. Although I’ve Never Officially Received An Apology; I Told Myself That I Was Worth My Life.. The Best Life Possible… Perusing My Passions While Maintaining A Little Part-Time Job To Keep Ends Flowing. I Wasn’t Rich But I Was Happy That My Child & I Were Able To Continue On.. The Scar On My Face Was Healing.. I’mWas Blessed…

If You Need To Seek Help Or Speak With Someone About Your Story (If Applicaple) You Can Contact: The National Domestic Violence Hotline CALL 24/7/365 1-800-799-7233 1-800-787-3224 (TTY for Deaf/hard of hearing)

I Was On Facebook And I Saw A Listing From A Extremely Early Promotional Modeling Group In The Local Area. I Sent Them A Message & The Owner Was A Seemingly Nice Woman Whom Was Excited About The Idea Of Me Being A Promotional Model For Her. She Stated That She Was Looking To Add More Models On Her Team That Had A “It Thing”. Even Then, My Style Stood Out.. I Was Wearing Tu-tu’s With Converse Sneakers, Lace & Pumps Galore, And My Graphic T-shirt Game Was Out Of This World.


My Style Just Stands Out Effortlessly.. So I Was All For It.. I Thought I Was A Little Bigger Than The Chicks On Her Profile But.. Eh? Mind You, I Was Just Walking Into My Heavy Metal Stage In Life And Bring Me The Horizon Was My Favorite Go-To Playlist.. Lol I Spent (And Spend) A Lot Of Time In Hot Topic.. Anywho, She Asked Me To Send Over A Few Shots And A Couple Of Other Things… Excitedly, I Did As Requested.. Praying She Would Contact Me With The Next Event.. The Event Turned Out To Be A Little Meet & Greet At A Upscale Apartment Complex Lobby. It Was To Officially Introduce The New Members And We Would All Travel To Make An Appearance At A Venue.. I Believe To Be The Old V-Lounge That Has Since Closed Down..


I Ended Up Clicking With 2 Chicks That Didn’t Even Last For Six Months Of Me Starting. One Was A Beautiful Short Slim-Thick, Lighter Toned Woman; With Tattoos & Hazel Eyes.. The Other Was A Equally As Beautiful Shorter Slim, Dark-Skinned Woman With Colorful Locks In Her Hair, A Body Full Of Tattoos, And Piercings. I Know My Energy Seems To Attract Darkness; But These Chicks Seemed Cool. When I Tell You, These Two Females Let Me Know The ‘Joosey’ Messy Backstory Of The Promotional Team & Modeling Shenanigans. Me, I’ve Always Been The Type Of Person To Trust A Person To A Fault. You Can’t Just Tell Me “Not To Like Someone” And I Just Follow Like A Little Lap-Dog..

I Was A Little Irritated At The Chattiness; I Was Just Really Trying To Have A Good Night! I Listened To The Complaints Until We Actually Arrived At The Venue. I Decided To Drive Since My Little Car Had A Sound System; And Apparently These Two Chicks Loved The T.I CD Already In The Player. Lol The Claims Of The Owner Being A User & Abuser To Her Models, Phony By Showing Favoritism To More “Polished” Models, And Things Of That Nature Were Always With Me.. Meaning Noted.. But You Have To Actually DO Something To Me Personally For ME To Not Fuck With You… (This Excludes Close Friends & Family Members.. Lmao We Goin’ Ride Out If You Hurt My Family.. Lol)

The Entire Night I Enjoyed Myself, Not Sure If The 2 Females Were Gravitated Towards Me Because I Drove Or Because They Already Knew Why I Was There And.. I.. Too.. Would Eventually Realize What They Were Referring To. I Tried TO Not Look “Cliquey” As I Moved Around The Room, Meeting People.. Dancing.. You Know With My Pretty Ass.. The Whole Night The Owner And The Two Chicks Didn’t Speak.. She Definitely Was Watching Me For A Reaction For Sure.. Long Story Short, They End Up Quitting.. No Surprise To Me And I’m Solo-Dolo As Usual.. Just Like I Came In This World.. In The Meantime, Making Appearances At MANY Venues.. Providing Raw Promotional Content.. Just Trying To Make The Brand Pop More. To Be A Promotional Company, The Tactics Were Very Tired! I’m Known To Hit The Grown Running, Especially On New-Projects. I Really Believe IT IS A BLESSING That Ideas Come To Me So Fast.. And In The Manner They Do.. I Didn’t Learn To Appreciate BeingAble TO Channel Until I Met My Good Friend Kaleb Rashad.. But You’ll Meet Him Later! Lol

I Was Looked Over By The Owner So Many Times Because I Didn’t Have The Right “Look” For The Part. I Was “Too Urban Looking”.. What The Hell Did That Exactly Mean Anyway?


I Mean, I Did Recently Have A Baby.. But The Snatch Back Is CRUCIAL And My Butt Was Plump! She Always Stated The I Was “Plus Sized” Which I Already Knew…. But Wasn’t Expecting Her To Say It.. Given Her Size At The Time… When I Was 10-Years-Old, Living In New York City, I Was Approached By A Modeling Coach From Barbizon Modeling School Leaving A Chinese Restaurant With My Grandma. The Only Reason Why I Was “Plus-Sized” Was Because My Hips Were Curvy. They Wanted To Market Me As An Adult But My Parents Wasn’t Having It.. At That Moment, I Then Realized What The 2 Chicks Were Referring To. But Why Even Add Me To The Team? Why Even Make False Promises Of Photo Shoots If You Didn’t Really Like My Style? My Size Was Nicely Proportioned And Not TO Body Shame.. I Was WAAAAY Slimmer Than Her.. My Problem Was That I Was

“Wearing My Confidence”.. Didn’t Know It Then, But I Accepted The Lies Just Because I Had No Proof… But Colors Always Runs Off With Hot Water”– @MochaKittzSays

I Was On The Promotional Team For 1 1/2 Years Now.. I’ve Seen Many Models Come & Go… The Owner Wasn’t From My Area So She Didn’t Know That Many People. It Seemed Like Every Venue We Went To I Either Knew The Owner Already From High School Or College, I Knew The Other Guest Models From Other Companies; and/or Promoters. I Didn’t Realize That Over The Almost 2 Year Time, My Creativity, My Out-Of-The-Box Universe Given Mind, That People Actually Thought… Her Company Was Mine.. I Just Happened To Be A Real Ass Bitch That Never Crossed Anyone… Never Been Ran Through.. And My Face Good In Any Hood.. The People Trust My Word.. Because I’m Not With The Shits.. Nor The Drama..

“My Grace… My Grace Is My Most Powerful Weapon… Armed With My Creativity… I’m a Beast”– @MochakittzSays

Over Time The Original Girls That Were The “OG’s” Of The Promotional Modeling Group Fell Off. I Then, With One Other; Became An Triple O.G.. I Couldn’t Understand Why Because They (And The Other 1 Triple O.G Left ) ALWAYS Had Photoshoots Lined Up And A Fashion Show Waiting. Me On The Other Hand, I Was Always Looked Over.. I Could Attend But I Couldn’t Walk. I Would Say I’ve Done A Total Of 3 Fashion Shows, 2 Photoshoots, And One Magazine Cover That Was Mysteriously Switched To Another Model Last Minute… How When The Photographer Specifically Picked Me Out Of All The Models To Do A Solo Shoot Using Props… I Later Learned From A Close Inside Source With The Magazine; The Request For The Switch-e-Roo Was By My Management Company’s Request. Here’s The Original Cover:


😑😑 It’s Not Like We Got PAID FOR ANYTHING We Did.. Smh Not Knowing This At The Time, I Continued Paying Respect To The Owner…. While Still Creating My Own Personal Comp Cards & Fliers…. Showcasing My Skills Other Than Modeling… Like I Was Initially Brought On To Do.



👹👺The Last Straw For Me Was When I Was Finally Included In A Booking By A FAILED Local Fashion Boutique..That I Will Not Give Any Clout To And Shall Remain Nameless.. (I Will Never @ Mention Or Directly Speak A Person’s Name Because I Could Give 2 F&Cks About Your Clout Meter. That’s For Your Friends..And Social Media.. But When You See That Post.. If You Think You Need That Energy.. If It’s For You.. Accept It..🌠 And Watch The Glow Up.. 🌜🌜🌜🌜🌜Chyy.. Anywho..) Had Me Take My Good, Precious Ass Time Out To Practice Walking.. Which I SLAYED✍.. Get Sized For An Outfit.. Which Made Everything POP! Just To Allow The Owner Of My Management Group To Give My Outfit Away To A New, Skinnier, Model That Had Literally Just Joined The Prior Week… With HER HAIR NEWLY STRAIGHTENED… I Had Just Done My “Big-Chop” And Decided To Wear My Afro For The Walk… Embracing My New Journey.. The Boutique Owner LOVED IT… Yeah..Yeah.. Yeah.. Until It Was Time To Walk.. When I Tell You I WAS VIVID! One Of The 2 Triple O.G Models And MY Outfit Was Given To The New Chick Just Because She Knew “Famous People… Had A Long Weave, And Less Urban Looking”.. I Just Couldn’t Believe It…

I Had A Flashback To The Last Fashion Show We Were Booked For (Fashion Show 2 of 3). How I Stood Out Not Only Because I’m This Beautiful Tall, Curvy Shaped, Slim-Thick Woman.. But Because The Rest Of The Models Looked Like Vogue Models And I Looked More Rogue.. LMAO I Thought It Was Just Something That You Have To Accept In The Fashion World.. Your Not Going To Like The Outfit Every-time. Your Not Going To Like The Make-up.. But SELL IT! To Allow The Models To Talk About Me Secretly.. My Make-Up For The Show.. To Entertain The Body Shaming.. When She Herself Has Admitted To Me On A Personal Level That She Battled With Weight, Perception Of Beauty In Society, ETC., Was The Time I Literally Debated Beating A Bitches Ass Just For Principle.

The Betrayal Is Enough I Grab Your Baby Oil Frfr.. I’m Just Keepin’ It Real. She Vowed To Make It Up To Me The Next Fashion Show.. Which I Provided Promotions To All The People I Knew In The Right Places.. They Showed.. It Was Really Packed.. Then To Turn Around And Show Me Her Real Colors… Intentions… Here’s Where I Say I’m Loyal To A Fault. But You Live & You Learn.

Continuing To Press On Through The Show, I Took It Upon Myself To Walk Out In MY OWN MF OUTFIT! Yes I DID HUNNNNAYYYY…… I Knew The Person Hosting And I Let Them Know What Happened And HE ANNOUNCED ME… USING INSPIRE MY BAWSET On The Fashion…. I Took Out My Lace Tu-Tu Dress, My (Then) Exclusive Black Sparkle Pumps (That I Snatched Back Off The Owners Feet) And Beat My Chest! Admittedly, I Was Bursting With Adrenaline And I Wobbled In My Pumps Walking Down The Auditorium Carpet.. Proud That I Had Continued On And Didn’t Go Home.. And Inspired To Break Off On My Own.. I Wasn’t Stealing Her Swag Or Anything.. She Looked TO ME For Inspiration… You Could Never Look At My Page And Say… She Snatched That From.. So & SO… It’s Always A Battle For My Slay.. Lmao

I’m Still Cool With The Person That Hosted & Announced “MOCHA APPLEBUM” In The Fashion Show To This Day. He Has Always Seen A Drive In Me That Others Miss. He Now, Has His Own Local Music Awards Show That Airs On The Local Television Station Yearly!

The Stunt & Flex Of Individual Strength On My Part Obviously Was Noted… Shortly, After That A String Of Ridiculous And Drastic Changes Occurred. It Would Be Mass Model Calls, Unreasonable Last Minute Mandatory Meetings.. If You Couldn’t Make It, You Were Cut.. You Know, How Your Job Acts When They Want To Clean House.. I Feel Like It Was More Aimed To Get ME Off The Team.. Most Of The Chicks Were Dropping Off And I Didnt Read Social Clues Well By Realizing She Was Distancing Herself… Entertaining The Newbies Without A Clue.. Completing Her Plan Of “Starting Over”? Of Course You Would Want To Start Over Now That I’ve Gotten You Notifiable In The Charlotte Nightlife & Fashion Market. It Was More Like… ‘Thanks For All You’ve Done.. But Buh BYE Bitch.. Your Coming Up With Things My Owner Ass Doesn’t Even Consider… Thanks For Notoriety Sucka!”

As You Know, I Have A Child.. I’m In School… Part-Time Job… SO my Ass Got Cut…. It Did Really Hurt When It Happened. You Consider A Person Your Friend And They Are Just Close To You For The Wrong Reasons. I Mean I’ve Been To This Women’s House, I’ve Met Her Family, I’ve Wiped Her Tears During Girl Talk.. And She Has Wiped Mine.. All That For A Little Clout? Since, I Hear She’s Doing A Little Bit Of Struggle Photograpghy And Her Promotional Company Hasn’t Been Popping Since I Left The Scene.. But Let Me Eat My Humble Pie.. **Tisk Tisk**

So Yes, I Did Take A Break.. And When You See Those Pictures Of Me From Back In The Day They Document A Time In My Life Where I Learned A Little Bit More About Myself. How Beautiful I Really Was… Bald And Natural… 😂 How My Heart & Mind Are Boastfully Better Than The Average Person’s.. My Moral/Values Scale Really Does Control How I Interact With People. How I Want To Be A Beacon Of Light… (I Think Copy-Cat Shit Irritates Me The Most.. I’m Learning That Imitation Is The Biggest Form Of Flattery.. Being Empathic Just Makes Looking At Stuff Different Because I Can See Intentions.. So If You Did It With Me In Mind (To Hate) We (Me & My Ancestors, And My True Friends) Are Always Flattered…)Next On G-Check With Mocha Kittz… Why I Decided To Return… And How You Can Continue Growing #InspireNation!

Thank You So Much For All The Lovin’ & Support #SupportYourLocalGirlGang💫💫Find A Star In My Cosmos And Search Through My Latest Posts By Clicking Here! Thanks Again For Stopping By In My Galaxy! Please Contact Me If You Are Interested In Brand Ambassador Services, Features & Collabs On Youtube, Clearance To Use My Videos (Kudos Or Roast), And Much More By Contacting Me Through My Business Email: RantingsOfMocha@Gmail.com Book Me Today For Venue Appearances, Motivational Speaking Conventions, And Anything Arts Under The Sun… Or Moon 🌛🌜



Type 3A-4C Hair Struggles Unleashed.. Tips On How To Reach Hair Harmony!

Not Everyone Can Just Throw Their Hair In A Ponytail And Keep It Moving. Most Of The Time, When I’m Wearing My Natural Hair, I Normally Wear A Two Stranded Twist Out.. Even Then, I Still Have To Deal With Shrinkage… Alllat… So When You Sit Back And Think About It, It’s True That 3A-4C Hair Requires A Lot Of Extra TLC..

We Are Unapologetically Accepting Our Roots More & More Each Day 💯 So Don’t Ever Gauge Your #TrapHairCare Journey With Another Person’s… It’s Not A Healthy Behavior And I Wanna Discourage Natural Hair Bashing On My Outlet. Instead, We Are Going To Try To Tackle (Together) The Toughest Issues We Have With Our Hair!

As I’ve Stated Numerous Times.. I’m Not A Professional Beautician; But I Do See Beautiful Results In My Daughter’s & I Hair For Sure. These Techniques Can Be Used By Both Genders To Maintenance Your 3A-4C Hair.

If You’re Not Caught Up With The Previous #TrapHairCare Post CLICK The Menu Tab And Review Previous Articles Tagged: Trap Hair Care

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According To The Responses From The #KittzMail Newsletter, Most Of Inspire Nation Either Struggles With Breakage & Edge Growth, Products, And Protective Stylings.. In This Section, We Are Going To Focus On Breakage & Edge Growth! Stay Tuned For The Follow Up Releases… They Will Be Sure To Leave Your Wig Snatched! Lmao 😭

Breakage In Your Hair Can Be The Exact Reason Why You May Not Be Seeing Results. Honestly, Breakage Can Be Accounted To A Number Of Things.. Stress On Your Hair, Heat Damage, Lack Of Moisture, Over-Processing.. Omgee The List Can Continue Like Trump Rambling At A Gathering Rally For Cheeto Colored Balloons 😂😂 Sad But True, So I Say This To Say, You Have To Identify What Triggers Your Hair For Breakage. What Make Your Hair “Snap” Literally

Me? My Hair Does Really Well When I Give It A Tall Glass Of “Leave It The Fuck Alone” 😂 I Co-Wash It Using Only Conditioner, Oil It With Vitamin E, Seal That With A Creme/Butter, Grapeseed Oil To Seal That.. Protective Hairstyle.. Boom.. I Try To Sprinkle In A Trim To Ensure My Ends Stays Healthy Every 2-3 Months.. I Find This Method REALLY Protects My Ends So I Don’t Have To Trim Them Often. You–Must Spend About A Year (And Then Some) Learning What Your Hair Loves And Foes.. This Is The Only Way… Or Hire A Licensed Natural Hair Care Specialist… (Shit, Sounds Good But I’m Too Broke For That 😅)

Moisturize! Moisturize! And Seal Your Hair.. The Point That You See Your Hair Is Dry And Brittle; It’s Most Likely Already Too Late. I Won’t Lie, I Do Have Times Where I May Extend A Products Welcome In My Hair.. A LIL’ TOO LONG..

I May Maintenance My Hair A Week Or 2 Late And Notice It’s Really Pitiful Looking 😂 I Will Then Use A Hair Masque (Find One You Like), Oil Treat It With Vitamin E (Don’t Get Too Much On Your Face! It Can Clog Pores Causing Ache #Honest), And Repeat The Previous Steps Listed Above For The Sealing Regimen!

**By This Time–With The Help Of The Newsletters– You Should Of Determined Your Products.. Stay Updated With Your Email To Catch The PeriscopeTV Private Link To Chat It Up Live! We Will Be Taking A Look A The Exact Products I Use And I Hope It Can Help Be A Gateway For You To Pick Your HAIR FAVS 🙌**

Edges?! Ummm, So Let Me Just Keep This Real. It Was A Point In Time I Actually Damaged My Edges! Damn Near Bald…Bih Yeah, My Sexy Ass Was Walking Around Looking Like Who-Damn-Hot-Mess 😂😂 Where I Played Myself At Was The Part Where I Felt Like “Tight” In Sew-Ins Equalled Slayed.. My Braids Were Too Tight, The Thread Was Pulled Too Tight.. I Played Myself Entirely Too Much Using “Burt’s Beeswax” Edge Control Without Researching And Literally Over Caked My Hair Follicle By Trying To Always Have It “Laid”, AND TO TOP IT OFF.. I Didn’t Moisture My Hair While I Had The Sew-in 😑😑😑

I’ma Keep It All The Way A Band With You… At All Times. Whether It Embarrasses Me Or Not.. Find People Like That In Your Life.. They Goin Let You Know What’s Up.. I Don’t Mind Sharing My Truths. We All Have Our Hidden Hair Issues.. I Never Pretend Everything Is Perfect Over Here.. I Bleed Too! Lol You Just Have To Be In My Circle To Know It “As It Happens”

Personally, I FEEL One Of The Biggest Reasons People With Our Hair Types Continue To Wear Weaves, Male Lace Fronts, Etc.. Is Because They Just Don’t Know What Else To Do With Their Hair. That Moment When We Know Our Real Hair Needs Help. The More We Share Our Stories, The More We Can Discontinue The Trend Of “Natural Hair Bashing”, And The Feelings Of Being Lost When It Comes To Our Natural Hair.

Anywho, What I Had To Do Was Say Big #LetGo And I Actually Evened Out The Hair On My Side Edges That Still Remained. So To Explain This Horrible (Yet Fixable) Situation I Had A Closure That Sat In The Crown Of My Head. I Played Myself Braiding The Baby Hairs “Newborns” And Had The Audacity To Sew It In TOO DAMN TIGHT To My Scalp. This Caused My Edges To Become Brittle And Damaged As I Stressed My Hair Follicles By Tugging And Applying Too Much Product. This Resulted In No Edges ON Both Sides Near My Temples 😞😖😖😲

Don’t Play Your Life Like Mocha 😂😂

Chy, I Cut The Fucked Up Edges Section Down To An Even Length.. Even Clipped My Ends.. Why Not? Lol I Vowed To Love And Take Care Of My Natural Hair From That Moment Forward. It Usually Takes Some Drastic Shit Like That.. Maybe Your Hair Is Heat Damaged/Over-Processed And Your Hair Comes Out In Sections… Or Your Hair Does The Unthinkable And You’re Sitting There Like– “Forget This I Got A Wig That I Can Just Throw On”.. You Take It Off And Your Hair Is Severely Damaged… Then, You’re Like “I Gotta Take Better Care Of My Real Hair”. It’s Okay, Honestly baBEE 💋 It’s Okay! Never Feel Bad, You Just Didn’t Know– Neither Did I– You Just Aspire To Want To Learn & Grow..

I Stopped Wearing The Sew-Ins, Switched To Wigs, Made Sure My Edges Were ALWAYS Moisturized & Oiled, And About 6-9 Months I Was Able To Braid Them Again. To This Day, When I Get Braids–Whatever, My Edges Are Off Limits 😫😂 #Facts. I Don’t Even Braid Them For My Wigs.. Eco-Styler Gel Is Just Fine For Me!


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